I really need help getting confidence in myself. I have good days and I have bad days, but man these bad days make me feel like crap. I feel fat, ugly, and very unwanted by anyone. I want to be thin, fit and healthy. I dont know what to do anymore. I need and want to stop feeling this way, NOW!!
Today.
I went to six flags for the first time today. I ate a veggie burger,pickle, and a bunch of potato wedges. I also ate a huge Oreo sundae funnel cake. It was an amazing experience but I am a bit worried ima be fat. But I always try to remember it was one time and I will work it off. Everything will be ok. I will reach my goal. I am good. I regret nada.
Don’t let weight loss run your life. Yes eat healthy. Yes workout. Don’t miss a chance at spending time with friends or having a relationship because you need to workout or you worry about eating out. It’s hard not to obsess sometimes but not obsessing can get you amazing things and to amazing places.
I promise to keep my diet. To be faithful, not only to my body, but to my soul. To stop hating on my body, to stop making myself cry. To wear beautiful clothes like a glove, to feel incredible when i’m naked. Wether i’m curvy or not, i’ll embrace the body I have now and wait patiently for the new one that’s yet to come. I promise to cherish every moment that I get on the scale and see that pound I lost, with all my healthy effort. I promise to love myself. Because just that way, will I ever proceed.
I’m with this from now on!
Hell yeah.
Feeling fucking amazing! Had my first waterpolo practice and I loved it. I think I can actually do this. I can be fit and eat what I want (most if the time). I can get my goal body. I can do this. Yes!!!
tired.
I am tired of feeling this way. Tired of feeling fat and ugly. Tired of seeing this fat just hanging on my body. I have decided to change for the better. Today is my last day of binging. I have had enough of this crap. Tomorrow I begin my super fit mode. I will eat clean and train hard! I can do this. I never want to feel like this again!
